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Homeward Bound

I’m going home in a few days.  I haven’t been home since last Christmas. My parents don’t know I’m without a job. Time to put my game face on.  Hopefully my poker face is a good one. I’ve been applying … Continue reading

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The Hurt is Real

NOTE:  I started writing this, and noticed I started rambling.  It’s probably because I’m emotional, slightly elevated on THC oil and my anti-anxiety night time meds I haven’t taken in a while, because I haven’t felt like I needed it. … Continue reading

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The thighs… they burn

Before the start of the summer I was working out everyday doing kettle bells. Then the shit hit the fan, so to speak, with work and I stopped. Last night I got back on the workout wagon and today I … Continue reading

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Anger

*** Warning, I’m angry and when I’m angry I drop certain words, that some might not like. ***  The rage that courses through my body this morning is great.  It started last night.  With a  simple conversation that I knew … Continue reading

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The Pit in the Stomach

I haven’t felt worry or any anxiety for WEEKS now.  I’ve been feeling really good.  I’ve been focusing on work, and my family.  It’s been great.  The guilt hasn’t been there.  It’s been gone. Until now. Back in April, I … Continue reading

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Atlas No More

I am Atlas. I carry the weight of my friends and family on my back. I tend to their needs instead of my own. I make sure that everyone is happy.  I cannot be Atlas anymore. Clearly, I want to … Continue reading

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