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Feeling Frustrated

Tomorrow is my birthday. And I’m bitter, angry, and frustrated. I’ve been without a job since July 26th. I’m doing my best to keep my shit together and support my family the best way I know how. I’m tutoring kids … Continue reading

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Everything Changes

There is a meditation in the app I use called “Everything Changes.” It’s meant to help those, like myself, with anxiety to deal with things that come up. I’ve done it a few times, but it never did anything for … Continue reading

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Finding My Voice

It’s been a long time since I blogged.  I would like to say that things have been going well.  However, that is far from the case.  In mid July drama went down at my work place.  I’ve always enjoyed the … Continue reading

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What now?

Yesterday was a rough day.  I wrote about what I would say to my friend/partner about him removing me from his life without warning.  By 12:30 yesterday I had an email from him giving me those reasons. I thought I … Continue reading

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Anger

*** Warning, I’m angry and when I’m angry I drop certain words, that some might not like. ***  The rage that courses through my body this morning is great.  It started last night.  With a  simple conversation that I knew … Continue reading

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The Pit in the Stomach

I haven’t felt worry or any anxiety for WEEKS now.  I’ve been feeling really good.  I’ve been focusing on work, and my family.  It’s been great.  The guilt hasn’t been there.  It’s been gone. Until now. Back in April, I … Continue reading

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Anxiety Road

My brain is going down the Anxiety Road. Why?  I don’t know.  Well… I do know… but I don’t want to acknowledge it, because if I acknowledge it, then it might just be a real thing, and I don’t know … Continue reading

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