Tag Archives: anxiety

Still Kickin’

I haven’t posted anything in over a month.  Things have been carrying on as about as normal as I can get them to be.  I’m still looking for a job, and with each day that passes, I feel my anxiety … Continue reading

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Deceit is Heavy on the Soul

I’m learning that deceit is heavy on the soul.  The longer you let the deceit play out, the more it weighs on you. I came home for the next week.  I wanted, no I needed to see my family.  I’ve … Continue reading

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Status Update

I’m not going to lie.  Things have been better.  I’m still without a job, and the hits just keep on coming. The job I was hoping for, I didn’t get.  I was told that they were impressed with me, loved … Continue reading

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The Hurt is Real

NOTE:  I started writing this, and noticed I started rambling.  It’s probably because I’m emotional, slightly elevated on THC oil and my anti-anxiety night time meds I haven’t taken in a while, because I haven’t felt like I needed it. … Continue reading

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Feeling Frustrated

Tomorrow is my birthday. And I’m bitter, angry, and frustrated. I’ve been without a job since July 26th. I’m doing my best to keep my shit together and support my family the best way I know how. I’m tutoring kids … Continue reading

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Everything Changes

There is a meditation in the app I use called “Everything Changes.” It’s meant to help those, like myself, with anxiety to deal with things that come up. I’ve done it a few times, but it never did anything for … Continue reading

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What now?

Yesterday was a rough day.  I wrote about what I would say to my friend/partner about him removing me from his life without warning.  By 12:30 yesterday I had an email from him giving me those reasons. I thought I … Continue reading

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