Author Archives: Anxious C

I Really Should Write More

I say this every time I post after going dark for awhile. I’d like to say the reason I went dark was because everything was going amazing, swell, and easy. Wouldn’t that be nice?! It’s far from the case. Although … Continue reading

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Lonely

There’s nothing worse than feeling lonely. Like feeling like no one understands how you feel, how you hurt, and how to help you heal. It’s mean awhile since I’ve posted. I thought things were getting better, but I let myself … Continue reading

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Mental Break Through

I don’t even know where to begin. It’s been so long. I’ve been trying to relax and not focus on the fact that we are basically broke. However, that’s about to change because I finally got a job! I start … Continue reading

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Still Kickin’

I haven’t posted anything in over a month.  Things have been carrying on as about as normal as I can get them to be.  I’m still looking for a job, and with each day that passes, I feel my anxiety … Continue reading

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Deceit is Heavy on the Soul

I’m learning that deceit is heavy on the soul.  The longer you let the deceit play out, the more it weighs on you. I came home for the next week.  I wanted, no I needed to see my family.  I’ve … Continue reading

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Homeward Bound

I’m going home in a few days.  I haven’t been home since last Christmas. My parents don’t know I’m without a job. Time to put my game face on.  Hopefully my poker face is a good one. I’ve been applying … Continue reading

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Status Update

I’m not going to lie.  Things have been better.  I’m still without a job, and the hits just keep on coming. The job I was hoping for, I didn’t get.  I was told that they were impressed with me, loved … Continue reading

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