Monthly Archives: May 2017

The Pit in the Stomach

I haven’t felt worry or any anxiety for WEEKS now.  I’ve been feeling really good.  I’ve been focusing on work, and my family.  It’s been great.  The guilt hasn’t been there.  It’s been gone. Until now. Back in April, I … Continue reading

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Curious

I’ve never been a cat person. I’ve always been a dog person. Don’t get me wrong, I liked cats, but their attitudes are fickle, lol.  For almost a year and a half, we’ve been feeding a neighborhood cat. She was … Continue reading

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I feel…

I feel relaxed.  I feel happy.  I feel like myself. I refuse to let others bring me down.  I. Am. Athena

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Groove Back

I’ve been off for a while now.  I don’t mean “off” as in from work.  I mean off has in my productivity level, my overall mental health, and relationships with other people. This week, I feel like my groove is … Continue reading

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Adjusting Expectations

A quick note before bed.  I’ve realized that as much as I want balance and harmony in the world, it won’t happen.  People will disappoint me. People will hurt me.  Plans will not go off without a hitch.  Things will … Continue reading

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Atlas No More

I am Atlas. I carry the weight of my friends and family on my back. I tend to their needs instead of my own. I make sure that everyone is happy.  I cannot be Atlas anymore. Clearly, I want to … Continue reading

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Radio Silence

I sent an email.  I sent a text. Nothing but silence.  My soul is slowly cracking.  I don’t know what to do. 

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