I had to make a tough decision last night. I have two doses of my night time meds left. My appointment with my doctor isn’t until Tuesday morning.
Which means I had the following two options:
Option 1: I take my meds like normal, and have them in my system today and tomorrow.
Option 2: I wait until Sunday night and Monday night to take them so that they are in my system for when I go back to work from this weekend and then I see my doctor on Tuesday and I get my new script.
I picked Option 2. I’d rather have a possible anxiety filled weekend and start my work week out amazing, than the other.
Last night was rough. Found out some more information about a situation that happened at the beginning of March, and it destroyed me mentally. The guilt was raging, frustration, etc… however I did not take one of those precious two pills. Instead I smoked and mediated to calm myself down.
This weekend is going to be tough, but I know I can make it through.