Tough Choice

I had to make a tough decision last night.  I have two doses of my night time meds left. My appointment with my doctor isn’t until Tuesday morning. 

Which means I had the following two options: 

Option 1: I take my meds like normal, and have them in my system today and tomorrow. 

Option 2: I wait until Sunday night and Monday night to take them so that they are in my system for when I go back to work from this weekend and then I see my doctor on Tuesday and I get my new script. 

I picked Option 2.  I’d rather have a possible anxiety filled weekend and start my work week out amazing, than the other. 

Last night was rough. Found out some more information about a situation that happened at the beginning of March, and it destroyed me mentally.  The guilt was raging, frustration, etc… however I did not take one of those precious two pills. Instead I smoked and mediated to calm myself down. 

This weekend is going to be tough, but I know I can make it through. 

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One Response to Tough Choice

  1. jlstanding says:

    Sending positive vibes your way, stay strong & I hope the weekend goes okay!


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