Monthly Archives: March 2017

Number Crunching

Part of my job is to crunch the numbers and do data analysis when the students in my charter network take the test I have written.  On days like today, I sit in front of my computer and do this … Continue reading

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Guilt

In therapy today we talked about my overwhelming and constant guilt.  She’s charged me with figuring out what I get out of the guilt.   It’s hard for me to wrap my head around that concept. That’s there is something … Continue reading

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Love for Tuesdays

I love Tuesdays! It’s odd, I know. But for me it’s a day where I don’t have to deal with anyone.  I work solely from home on Tuesdays.  My husband has Jiu Jitsu in the morning so he is gone … Continue reading

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Do Over

Finding myself in a similar headspace this morning as I was yesterday.  So today, I changed my desktop background on my computer to this:  It’s true. And it helped turn my day around.  Every time I look at my desktop … Continue reading

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Night time Meds

I didn’t take them last night. We went out, I drank, and we didn’t get home until 5am. I can’t remember the last time that has happened.  I haven’t woken up feeling anxious in MONTHS. Last night wasn’t the night … Continue reading

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Lazy Day

It stormed all day today. I love it when it rains because it feels like the world is starting fresh. Washing away everything negative away.   In pulled in the friendly neighborhood cat right before a big storm came through … Continue reading

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Coffee Shop

I’m lucky enough to have an amazing job with a flexible work schedule and work location. I have a desk in an office, but why work there when I can work anywhere. So I’m at my desk once a week … Continue reading

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